I often wonder why After all the things I've tried Why you couldn't seem to understand me Through all those moments we've cherished With sanguine and happiness My feelings are swept away by loneliness My goal on earth is to love you Deep within my heart and soul, I swear it's true Love is a stage of eternal care An affair which overcome despair You were an engrossing chapter in my life You presented me with the competence to thrive What more do you want me to do I could lay my life down right in front of you Punish me with your reckless love And I shall forever be a symbol of destruct Time passes me by Without the slightest chance to respite Henceforth love is a crime Set between you and I So often have I visualized You in another disguise One which prevails madness and hatred Surpassing happiness and care Destiny knocks on my door every now and then Waiting for me to open up and give myself in Fate is my journey of a lifetime Leading me to another place and time No matter how far my journey goes I will always treat you like a rose So young, beautiful, and innocent With mysteries behind your loving scent